Wednesday, November 24, 2010

one year later.

Although I posted my Anniversary post on Monday, my friend, Shanika, suggested I write about how I've changed over the year I've been blogging. So here goes:

It's an annual thing for my school to host a free Thanksgiving dinner. Here are photos of last year's, only a couple days after I'd just started blogging.

Even my face shows I was heavier then.
I hated it. I hated the energy my being overweight took from me and how much power food had over me.

So how have I changed?
                                             (Me & the famous, Sheryl, this past summer)

I'm so more grateful for my body. It's healthy, it's mine. And it's not to stay I don't overeat/binge anymore, it just happens less frequently. I still have issues with disordered eating. I overate just late night actually. My school hosted the free Thanksgiving dinner and I ate so much that it hurt. I was feeling so sorry for myself and I was mistaken that delicious, rich food would make me feel better about myself. But as always it ended up making me feel even more sorry for myself.

The difference of a year is that I'm much more aware of what's best for my body. I still make mistakes, but I've learnt to forgive myself, learn my lessons, and move on from there.

I thank God for all the friendships I've made here. I really appreciate your support and I love supporting you. Happy Thanksgiving!

Love.

-A-

5 comments:

KCLAnderson (Karen) said...

I see a big difference in your energy :-)

Anne H said...

What I hate, is that I willingly GAVE the Energy away!
Food didn't have to "take" it away, per se.
I threw myself away with the Energy!
Now finding both. Day by day.
Lots to be thankful for, eh?
*Like bloggers*

Alexia @ Dimple Snatcher said...

-Thanks, Karen :) Hehehehe
- Especially bloggers like you, Anne. So so grateful for your friendship.

JIN @ Curly + Nerdy said...

congrats alexia...please bottle up some of your motivation and mail it to me because i'm slacking lol! keep up the good work and im so jealous you got to meet sheryl - she's inspiring me to try out weight watchers

Johanna said...

<3
You are an inspiration.!

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